the title is actually a very useful 6 words used by jan Lam hoi Fung in his annual talk show last year, [30'mething wrong].

in just that 1 hour and 40 mins of crap show, it made me realize so many things. and i have learned to take in most of the elements in his show in a shorter time than my dear, and i can memorize what crap is he crapping actually. not too bad after 3 times of watching it fully...

it is a very influential show, put this on your TV and ask your 40 year old or 50 year old mom to watch it. she'll not understand the front part (all about hong kong artiste nowdays...) but after the hong kong artiste part, it is the bomb. from there onwards what you'll get from him is all about roller coasters in life. oh ya, hell ya. it's even better than chicken soup (even though i have not read one).

among them, (the craps) one of my favourite is he used the above 6 words, to actually adjust whatever problems faced in out life. for example, slot that 6 words into any problem that you're facing in your life, and you'll actually live more happily ever after. serious. for instance taking a tough final exam, 超低能.... but passing it with flying colors? 劲搞笑... no problem ga... if u ask me to study study for that hard i won't go and study gak but if i think of this 6 words i'll study happily ge lak.

there are so many uneven events happening around me. usually being unfair to my side. and i am that bad actually. i don't know why, but i do hope one day, the normal me, will have come up to a special me. special as in? i dunno how to describe. desmond's supposed to come over to crash for the night as he is visiting KL with his girl. i'm supposed to take them in, since we're damn good friends since young. oh yes, very long friend. eventually if i'm not wrong my mom or dad i think they get jealous that i have friends, and ask them coming over for the night. oh puhlease....... i'm not putting up a signboard in front of my house and ask ah pig ah dog to come over to stay ga... haihz... from what they ask me and what they tell me it just sounded like... i dunno... haihz. they mai got ask ppl go to our house, why you can do and i cannot do? unless i can be as unsocial as hide inside a tortoise shell and don't come out again. forever. well, think of that, it's actually a good idea too... why not... hmm...

supposed to go fishing today, but i nv go. 1)overslept 2)reason that i don't like to say - parents.

i'm tried to be as fillial as possible. whenever they say what i'll seriously not do. i have not been to clubs (ahem) since i'm here in KL, i have not done things to upset them, i have not done stupid things, i have not taken drugs, i have not hit into a gang. and in the end i'm just like a vegetable (菜) in their mind. always that green vege in them. i have no dreams of myself, and usually i have to work for my own achievement. they will only come and step in the end and claim what you've achieved and say they're giving you something. Bull****. 劲搞笑.