haihz... 2 months in KL. and there's 2 months of long distance i ever had in my whole life. ( i hope so. no more then... pls... it's torturing...)


well, it still comes back to this, i'll take this little excerpt from JAY-Z's the Black Book-

'you have an important run to make. it has to happen quickly, so a plane is the only option. you have to get the work from new york to memphis. you have personal rules. sometimes it feels like thin reasoning, but they're rules of moral conduct that keep you same in the game. your girl is listening to you make calls, she's watching you pace your apartment. she's a good girl, your main girl, the only girl who can say she's yours. she knows the game more than she wishes she did. her brother had a little hustle. he'd been supporting his whole family , his sister, grandmother, mother and his own kid since he was a teenager. so she knows how important it is that this work get from new york to memphis in the next 24 hours. when she volunteered to make the trip, to tape the work to her body and board the plane, the idea itself makes your stomach turn. you can actually feel something inside your shift. but even though you know her entire family, you put her on that plane. when things go smoothly you want to act as if this was a once in a lifetime thing. that you would never, under normal circumstances, have put your girl---your only girl, not some chick in danger like that. but you know you already did, that a line has been crossed, that you went too far...'

haihz... what to do...~~

sometimes i still wonder. why must i do this. and why must i take that decision. am i just pure stupid or what??? or am i so dumby to select that path to walk on.

friends vanished, yes that's true. no more old friends. which they call themselves 'friends' yeah right...they think of you when they need you. that's the true colors of friends. sharing the same interest with you just because they think it's cool... but then i think not. i just have to change that little bit. now this time... friendless... ( but it's hard... very hard... being a soft hearted guy i can't do that... )

Olivia's album is out now. thinking to get it or not... maroon five's album's out too... but it's so expensive to get it in singapore HMV... doinks... somehow singapore HMV shud come out with 50% off for foreigners purchase... wahahhaa...

recent GET items... :
sparco sport seat : it look so good in my car that no one believes that it fits in my car...
bridgestone dueler tyres : for the terios, chopping the waters.
petzl Corax and five ten coyote : rock climbing equipment
sony vaio C25 espresso black : something people will drool when they see you bring one of these out in starbucks
nokia n91 4GB music phone : nice phone indeed... can connect to car for mp3 player
sennheiser px200 headphones flght... they are nice... super nice. and, well, quality ones...
GARMIN GPS V personal navigator : thanks to mr spencer for selling it to me. so now my terios can fit in a mapping and routable GPS system and off we go into the deep forest of malaysia... to TREK!!! yay...

going to buy :
SONY PSP or nintendo Wii or hmm... buy nothing more. cuz i already got everything i want...

letting go:
apple Ipod 3rd gen 15GB for rm 450. : strange enough, seeing all little boys and girls holding cheapo ipod nano's and videos just makes me think that ipod has no value nowadays... it's so COMMON!!!!!!