nice song eh...???

why this funny title? not clear even for myself.

my Mom, she's a woman. and clearly i understand she's the female power of my family. one thing she's really good at is taking good care of me and my sis. yes that's true. she's the one who raised us to someone who knows how to think rationally and act like a civilised human being.

a week ago i went up to genting highlands (north bound of KL up the hills to a resort with nice country roads to drive with)  to surprise my dear with a visit. kinda like test driving my new SSS (still not up to review yet, sorry folks). and i told my mom about it. she's freakin out just because i went up to genting ALONE. and driving a new car. (OMG!!!!!) and i can't stand the nonsense of what's she's bullshitting by ' why i can't go up there with the car' thingie... and i slammed shut the phone without even replying to the topic. haihz...

Dear's friends are cool. i like them more than they like me (confirm... cuz the first impression of me to them is 'who the heck are you?'), but to me i enjoy the merrier side of the society (even i don't come from one... my friends are scattered around, can't really group them up, like fishes). and my silly Dear is worried about me getting bored with them or sien sien with them (oops... i used some words which i shudn't use...). dear Silly, i am not bored k. don't worry cuz i do find them to be interesting just that THEY are a bit of the worried of me only cuz i'm still new to them. i enjoy girl talks since... dunno when , ages ago, and being someone who's into general 3rd point viewer i have no problem in mixing up with more girl friends than guys. so anyhow, i try to keep my words during your chit chats cuz i dun think it's polite to interrupt with a new guy, but i'm sure that's just me that you saw the sulky looking guy with an annoying eyebrow everytime you check to see your boyfriend is in boredom or zzzing... cheer up dear. dun worry.

i recently also got a fish tank. courtesy of my great DEAR DEAR!!!! yay... she gave me this 2 feet tank to keep my guppies. muax! sooner or later i will be adding in more life so i added in 5 more CARDINAL TETRAs. they are so cool, they have this stripe of flouro blue on their side, so nice. but till today, i told dear i will add in another 10 tetras slowly, not today but other days. I went to an aquarium while aunt was anyhow in the grocery store buying some things in taman megah and out of surprise i saw neons selling for rm1 each. i asked about putting in 10 more of them to my aquarium will be a good idea or a suicide to them, and they say 'suicide? no. ' and they gave me this grin that says (memang suicide lar bro). but i just anyhow bought 10 of them + 2 little algae eaters. added into my fish tank, phow.... the tetras begin to swim like a parade of neon tetras'!!!! so cool!!! they were happy, and the guppies too. but i'm not, why? Dear's not happy about me saying to buy later but i bought it now. as in i SAID i'm going to buy next time, but now since i BOUGHT it means i'm not keeping my words. and from that she got NOTHING TO SAY. or maybe i'm too oversensitive?

maybe. i hope, again it's my wrong.